Is everything worth it? Is this my ending?
I was in my room when his mom called. “He’s in the emergency room. Come here. Quick.” I did go. Quicker than I’ll ever be.
“He’ll be in coma. We don’t know when but.. Its gonna happen.” That’s what the doctor said after the long wait.
I can’t pretend its okay anymore. I got up. Wanting to ease this pain. I ran. Tears falling. My eyes blurry. I don’t know where Im going I just wanted to run. I didn’t know Im outside of the hospital. And in a blink of an eye…
I open my eyes. And there was him, standing in one foot, the other on the wall. With that crooked smile he always wore. But a doctor came in. And then my mom and Kuya. Weeping,
“Why are you crying?” He shifted his foot and go to my direction.
“They can’t hear you, babe.” I look down and I saw my body, cold, pale with a lot of IVs.
“You are on the wait list, too.” I looked at him again, questioning. Then he smiled, sheepishly.
“I needed company.” And all of my questions gone. I smiled.
“I guess Im all that you’ve got.“
Its like being dead and being alive at the same time.
Beks in the City 